sewedxshut's Journals on Buzznet http://sewedxshut.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[Peices]]> http://sewedxshut.buzznet.com/user/journal/79372/peices/ Into the one you want, into the one you need you bend and
Break me
You watch me separate myself from who I really am
To fit into your plan

You're cutting me in two
And ripping me in three
You're killing with those words you say to me
You're cutting me in two
And ripping me in three
How many pieces can you take from me

Take it
Whatever's left is only following routine and
Fake it
And give in to the thoughts that being bought is what I am
To fit into your plan



The wheels they turn for you, a deity for two.
Holding on it's true, won't bring it back again.
They way you look my friend it's closer to the end.

I'm holding out a hand to bring it back again.

You cut me up again, cut down.
You cut me up again, cut down.
You cut me down.

]]> Buzznet sewedxshut 2006-11-29T15:30:40Z <![CDATA[I LOVE YOU FOREVER SKY =]]]> http://sewedxshut.buzznet.com/user/journal/75012/love-forever-sky/

As I stare at the sky,
I see a shooting star.
I think of you
And all that we could be.

I made a wish
Upon that shooting star,
Hoping you would love me
The way that I love you.

When I looked into your eyes
I knew it was true;
I loved you,
And I thought you loved me too.

Since then you found a girl;
I wish that I was her,
But I am not,
And I won't stop wishing for you.

Day after day,
I wish you would hold me tight.
Kiss me with your soft gentle lips,
And say that you love me.

But every time I see you,
You're holding on to her;
You're kissing her so gently,
And saying you love her.

I love you more than words could say;
I wish I could hold you night and day.
I'll love you always and forever.

 

---- Baby i Love You And I hope To Be With You Til The day we are reborn -----

]]> Buzznet sewedxshut 2006-11-20T20:24:27Z <![CDATA[Overburdened]]> http://sewedxshut.buzznet.com/user/journal/75009/overburdened/  (THIS IS ME HIDING FROM ALL)

fate is so unkind
Now I should have known
Blind leading the blind
Reaping what I’ve sown
If it all amounts to nothing
Why then am I standing in this line?

Hell is still overburdened
I must stand and wait in line
I may never know for certain
When will be my time

How was I considered evil?
Vengance taken in this life?
Someone granted me reprieval
Decade spent in strife

Led to nothing
Repeated in my mind
Led to nothing
If only I was born another time

Hell is still overburdened
I must stand and wait in line
Hell is still overburdened
How have I been so determined malign?

It’s the closing of the curtain
In the play that was my life
Countless chapters left unopened
Tragedies inside

I was fighting for a reason
Holy blessed homicide
Seems I have committed treason
All I’ve sacrificed

Led to nothing
Repeated in my mind
Led to nothing
If only I was born another time

Hell is still overburdened
I must stand and wait in line
Hell is still overburdened
How have I been so determined malign?

Hell is still overburdened
I must stand and wait in line
Hell is still overburdened
How have I been so determined malign?

Fate is so unkind
Now I should have known
Blind leading the blind
Reaping what I’ve sown
If it all amounts to nothing
Why then am I standing in this line?

Hell is still overburdened
I must stand and wait in line
Hell is still over burdened
How have I been so determined malign?

]]> Buzznet sewedxshut 2006-11-20T20:07:25Z <![CDATA[Sun Doesn't Rise]]> http://sewedxshut.buzznet.com/user/journal/68310/sun-doesnt-rise/ Some kind of evidence
Some kind of reason
Why I can't find a way
To begin my life

Somewhere in this dying day
If I can only find a way for my escape
I find it hard to concentrate with all my past mistakes

To begin my life

I can't feel my faith can't recall my crime
I think I sealed my fate along the way I may have lost my mind
I guess we're all damaged in our own way
Alone in our own way
Distant headlights desolate highway

Sun doesn't rise at all
Who knows how far I'll fall
Sun doesn't rise at all
Who knows how far I'll fall

With eyes wide open
I can't recall my crime I think I sealed my fate
I can watch my world evolve
Alone in our own way, I think I sealed my fate
Nothing left to die for
I can't recall my crime I think I sealed my fate
Thoughts inside can make me crawl
Think I sealed my fate
Make me drop down on my knees
Break me down until I question me
Darkness can't destroy my drive

Sun doesn't rise at all
Who knows how far I'll fall
Sun doesn't rise at all
Welcome my downfall
Sun doesn't rise at all

Somewhere in this dying day as I plan my great escape
I find it hard to concentrate while you maintain to control
I fold and falter, empty alter, all I gave I pray it makes me whole
I think the brink's around the corner
There's an error in my soul

I can't feel my faith can't recall my crime
I think I sealed my fate along the way I may have lost my mind
I guess we're all damaged in our own way
Alone in our own way
Distant headlights desolate highway

Sun doesn't rise at all
Who knows how far I'll fall
Sun doesn't rise at all
Who knows how far I'll fall

I can't feel my faith
Can't recall my crime
Damaged in our own way
Alone in our own way
Desolate highway
]]> Buzznet sewedxshut 2006-11-01T19:36:34Z <![CDATA[*S*K*Y I]]> http://sewedxshut.buzznet.com/user/journal/66177/s-k-y/ When I hear you calming voice
I jump happily
When you tell me I'm your choice

I'll never regret
All the things that we said
Nor will I forget
How you helped me on ahead

When I say I love you
Know that I mean it
We will make it through
All this I will admit

My love for you will never end
Your always on my mind
Your my love and my friend
I'll never feel refined

Yes your the king of my heart
The one I'll never cease to serve
Your so kind and smart
The treasure I don't deserve

God must truly love me
To give me such a gift
You are my marquee
And give my heart a lift.

 S*K*Y  I  L*O*V*E  U 4*EVER YOU AREMY WORLD AND IWILL NEVER RELEASE THE GRIP I HAVE ON U ANDI HOPE YOU WILL NOT RELEASE UR GRIP YOU HAVE ON MY HEART AND SOUL TIL THE DAY WE ARE REBORN***]]> Buzznet sewedxshut 2006-10-25T21:42:45Z <![CDATA[Solitaire Unraveling]]> http://sewedxshut.buzznet.com/user/journal/65807/solitaire-unraveling/
My Rage Has Got The Best Of Me
Time Finds A Way Each Day
Of Leaving Less Of Me Behind
I Find This Fight Must Be Won
Inside The Mind
So Uptight And Confined
Often Blinded By The Light
Taking It's Toll
On My System
Like Some Played Out Existence
Time Ticks Away
These Last Few Moments
Is There Anything
We've Left Unsaid?
I'm On A Quest
For Atonement
I've Got To Find Piece Of Mind
And A Place To Rest
Biding My Time
Until I'm Strong Enough
To Fight Back
Hope,
I Hope Against Hope
For Some Resistance
Been Taking It Out On My System
Rest-There's A Calm Before The Storm
And The Western Front Is Quiet
I've Got Rembrandt As My Right Hand
And Solo As My Pilot
Condemned Man
Condemned
Convicted Man
Convicted
Could Not Save My Life
Cutting Strand By Strand
Passing It Off
Like Some Kind Of King
You Don't Know Peace
'til You've Had Suffering
I've Suffered
All Of Your So Called Reasons
But You Haven't Tasted Pain
Have You Ever Been Inside
Of The New Masterpiece?
Rest
Have You Ever Been Inside?
Rembrandt As My Right Hand
And Solo As My Pilot
Have You Ever Been Inside
Of The New Masterpiece
Condemned Man
Condemned
Convicted Man
Convicted
Could Not Save My Life
Cutting Strand By Strand
Strand By
Strand By
Strand By Strand
Condemned]]> Buzznet sewedxshut 2006-10-24T19:48:43Z